Okay guys, Nov. 7th
So I got a lot of bad information this past week. Here's an overview
*Found out my insurance is no longer going to pay for outpatient.
*Went to an interview for a great full time job and found out It wont be possible for me to start b/c of car issues.
*Have been restricting lately :(
Remember in my last post how I was talking about not being able to fully trust God etc?
Well last night...I prayed a very simple prayer. I prayed for freedom of this disease, the motivation to recover, and I asked God to help me to trust him and to help me give my life to him.
This morning I woke up and received a call from someone interested in buying my car. So I decided to go on a second interview for the job. My neighbor is selling her car for the amount I'm selling mine. So the day went on and the guy is coming by my house tonight to buy my car. If I get the job I am going to buy my neighbors car. :)
So the good news is next week is my last week in outpatient, wait that's not good news. lol The good news is that if I do in fact get the job I will have so many benefits for my recovery being that I won't be able to go to outpatient anymore.
*I will get a full time job to keep me busy
*I will have a car and gas money to go to as many EDA and AA meetings as possible.
*I can meet with my sponsor and continue my 12 steps.
*This job offers me one day off during the week and then I get to choose what day on the weekend I want to work.
*On my day off I can schedule all my appointments ie; Therapist, psychiatrist, and dietician.
*Sense I will no longer be in the outpatient program I will have to find a new therapist and dietician :( I hate this part b/c I love my current ones soooooo sooooo much. :(
*the good part is with a full time job I can afford a dietician. They are pricey bc my insurance might not cover it bc I don't have diabetes. Oh the perks of trying to get better. ;)
*Also with a full time job I can afford to start boxing lessons!
Also I enrolled in a beauty school yesterday, just waiting to find out how much it cost and if I will in fact be able to start in January or not. So lots of good things are coming out of this. My point is I prayed for God to help me trust him and he has opened so many doors for me just in one day. :D I am so so so grateful to God. I am just beyond gratitude. :D
I feel like I am finally getting my life back and can start living to the fullest amidst my recovery.
I am just so grateful and excited I wanted to share with you guys the grace of God and his goodness! :D
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