Alright, well I havent blogged in awhile so I'm going to give you guys a short update of whats going on, then when I have more time I will elaborate more on each thing.
*Got a personal trainer and it turned out to be really triggering...like really! :(
*Been partying too much, it's fun...I don't know like I feel like as long as I'm safe and don't drink and drive what's the big deal?
*I haven't been following my meal plan, but I havent been starving or purging so I'm like I'm eating so who cares right?
*Ed is no longer constantly in my life, I have kicked him out. Sure he comes around every once in awhile to try to sneak back in but I'm getting really good at defusing my thoughts.
*I'm starting a to do list today of all the things I need to do to get back on track with my recovery. Even though I am not struggling very much I know it's important for me to stay involved so I don't relapse.
* I miss my friends, I need to make time for them.
* I get to see my therapist after the 7th THANK GOD!!! Ugh I miss her so much and I desperately need our sessions.
*I am starting an EDA meeting this month! I'm really excited because I want to give back.
*I plan on going to church Sunday so hopefully I make it.
*I'm trying to quit smoking, it's not going so well, but I'm trying.
Okay guys I have to get ready for work, but I will elaborate more soon! :D
Love you guys, thanks for reading! :D
